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Those eyes were so calm, so knowing ... I closed my eyes for just a moment ... a long moment ... "There, that's much better!" Her voice faded back into focus as she continued: "You are NOT entranced, James, but I know you'll find it easier to speak frankly now." I smiled and nodded in response. Everything she said just seemed so right! My head wasn't at all "wooly" as it had felt the other night! My thoughts seemed to sparkle with clarity. She proceeded to grill me politely. I realize now that my strange succession of violent emotions had left me off-balance, and Zarah was using this confusion to elicit very personal and honest talk from me on very short acquaintance. "James, I think I can sum up your fundamental questions about me, and about your own needs," she said, finally. "The simple term for me is dominatrix. You've heard that before, no?" I nodded, surprised at her blunt honesty. "As I said to you the other evening, I enjoy my abilities to dominate and control others who are receptive to my influence. I also enjoy taking the other, submissive and obedient role occasionally! "Now you are discovering that the prospect of giving up self-control is exciting to you. You're not used to these emotions, because your life and career have depended on structure and calculated control. This does NOT mean that you are less of a male, or less of a complete human ... in fact, I think your experience will be richer for your acknowledgement!" She smiled warmly at me. "Your ability to surrender control frightens you, but only because it has come as a surprise. With more practice and insight, your self-awareness will not feel unwholesome, but will be a rewarding and maturing process!" I nodded. This all seemed very logical and true. She chuckled. "James, you are so very responsive to me that I think you have allowed yourself to go into trance without realizing it, haven't you?" Why, I thought, so I had! How amusing! How strange! I tried to speak, but my voice was husky all of a sudden. "I think ... I think you're ... right ... " "James," came the firm voice of command, "I will not allow you to turn yourself into a slave! I don't believe in any type of slavery! Now look at me closely, and listen with the very depth of your being!" I guess I leaned forward towards her glowing face, and nodded. Every sound now took on a crystal clarity and importance as her voice penetrated every fiber of me! "There will come a time, sooner or later, when you know that you are in complete control of your OWN self, your own maturity. You will find it easy to break loose from my or anyone else's influence whenever you know it is right that you do so ... you can USE me and my knowledge to grow into a more complete

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